Thought I would write some randomness.

Is anyone listening?

This seems like a good place to go on in my meloncholy fashion. I'm awake when I shouldn't be. About 6am, woke about 4am, which is a normal bedtime for me, so here I sit meditative and reflective.
I feel spoiled, like one of the dying kids who gets to fill his big wish in life.
Except I'm not dying and everyday is more then I can hope for.

Happiness is a funny thing.

Just by definition, happiness must be fleeting. It is like a bad gene to have, let me explain some more.

What will make me happy now, will be taken for granted soon and will not be enough before long. Life needs to be filled with up and downs or else it will all be sad.

I just need another vacation, then while I am away I can think about how great I have it at home, and long to be back again.

That is how you know you have had a good vacation, when you want to go home again.